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　　午后的阳光折射进工作室里，地板以至上方出现一束张扬的亮白。空气中的尘埃借由这束亮白飞舞跳跃：若是平常，你我不见。这次是亮白给了彰显其存在的背景。我也走进这束亮白里，试图发现一些平常不见，却在后方，留下长长的暗影。这个小小的缩影，提示我们生命的华丽与黯然都有一些可背负的载体；每个华丽的背后都有一个黯然的影子；每个肉眼不见的细微中，都孕育着跳跃的生命。于是我们重新开启生命之于世界，世界之于生命的这个话题的探讨，只是这次我们更为慎重地，从每个个体的生存状态出发，并将一切回归到个体，因为这个个体正是那束可照出尘埃的亮白，是生命的载体。
　　科学曾说世界由粒子组成，很久以前从一个针眼爆炸开来，若干年后还会钻回这针眼去；人则是一道闪电劈出的一小块蛋白质进化而来，活下去和繁殖种族就是一切；说灵魂并不存在，而是构成人的粒子之间的物理化学反应，刺激了神经，才让“人”感到快乐、悲伤、高尚、卑鄙，甚至见到上帝。虽然你不情愿，科学替你白描出这所谓高贵的生命就是这些乏味的事实。然生命并不是这样一场毫无感情的冰冷的一次性体验，而是在各种载体中满含温暖地绽放，生生不息：“道生一，一生二，二生三，三生万物。万物负阴而抱阳，冲气以为和”。我们将这些赋予看似抽象两个的符号中，作为认知的语言，通过有迹可循的事件、状态，也让科学，佛学，禅宗，哲学等各路观点介入，丰富性地表达，去凸显一份绽放着的、一份靠近真实的生命和生命体，探寻生命的意义，更是存在的意义。
　　正如亮白里照见的尘埃，很多跃动的生命我们看不见，但是同样磅礴，比如显微镜下的细胞世界。自然而然，我们想到了染色体“X”“Y”，这一致使生物类分的根体，我们想让这二元符号成为新的载体，更亲切地阐述更多内容，并借由其代指含义，引出更多的思考。思考是存在的基础。但这也不是一次曲高和寡的讨论，而是关系每个人或是物种生存的细腻的表达。因为但凡答疑解惑的结局都要还之服务于人类自身。“人”作为个体，集结出现，互为制约，互为影响。需求变得越来越单刀直入，途径则旖旎难辨，精神即如蜘蛛织网，节点越发繁多，隐晦难显。之于宇宙，人类微小如一粒尘埃，却似在一副巨大的显微镜下有可窥出的，姿态万千的存在形式。我们尝试找寻模拟可以照出这缕精神尘埃的亮白，照出隐藏在另一片阳光下跳跃的真实的生命体。
　　我们构成一个象形的微缩的，大无外，小无内的世界。呈现一个有时间、空间、立体的三维，以给每一个思考点可发现比对的坐标。创作对于我们来说是幸福的表达，艺术的本身亦是承载了生命的个体。我们快乐地运用这个个体进行创作生命这个题材，阐释生命的意义，创造生命，并感受生命带来的延续。
　　胡时 林林
　　Artists’s Prefact
　　Sunlight refracts into the studio in the afternoon and creates a belt of bright whiteness from the floor to the ceiling.Particles of dust in the air also fly and jump with the belt of whiteness.Usually we can't see them.The bright whiteness reflects its background of existence.I also walked into the belt of whiteness and tried to find something unseen before，but only left a long shadow behind me.The small shadow implies that all the glory and darkness in our life have a certain carrier; each glory has a little dark shadow behind it; and each little thing has a vibrating life.So we restart the discussion on the topic of the meaning of life for the world and the meaning of the world for life，only that this time，we become more prudent.We start from the existing status of each individual and make everything go back to individual，because the individual is the bright whiteness that can reflect dust and the carrier of life.
　　Science indicates that the world is composed of particles and originated from an explosion out of a needle eye sized point a long time ago，and will go back to the needle eye，while human beings evolved from a small piece of protein created by flesh.Survival and breeding are everything for them.It also says that there's no such thing as a soul，but some physical and chemical reactions of the particles composing the human being，and stimulation of nerves，which enable “people” to feel happiness，sorrow，nobility，meanness or even see God.Like it or not，the science portrait is a picture for you that the so-called great lives are these boring facts.However，life is not such an emotionless and cold one-time experience，but a warm blooming in various carriers and going on over and over again：“Tao generated one，one generated two，two generated three and three generated everything.All things have both the Yin side and Yang side which integrate them in one”.We take these seemingly abstract two symbols as the language for recognition，and use traceable events，statuses and the adoption of science，Buddhism，Zen，philosophy and various opinions to richly express and reflect a blooming and authentic life and form of life.The meaning for discovering life is exactly the meaning of existence.
　　Just like the dust reflected in bright whiteness，many jumping lives unseen to us are equally grand，such as the cell world under the microscope.Naturally，we think about chromosome “X”，“Y” and the similar basic biological unit.We want to enable these binary symbols to become the new carriers，so as to more closely interpret more contents and use its meaning to incur more thinking.Thinking is the basis of existence.But this is not only a lonely discussion，but a delicate expression relating to the existence of everyone or each specie.Because the result of any question serves the human being itself.“Human” as individuals emerge in group and have restrictions and influence on each other.Demands become more and more straight-forward，but the ways become vague and hard to differ.Spirits are like spiders weaving a net and there are more and more knots difficult to see through.For the universe，a human being is as tiny as a dust particle but various and colorful forms of existence，can be seen through a giant microscope.We try to find and simulate the bright whiteness that could reflect such spiritual dust，and reflect the real life forms jumping under another piece of sunshine.
　　We form a symbolized and shrunk world that is no big on the outside and no small on the inside.This reflects a three-dimension world with time，space and vertical，and give each thinking point a comparable coordinate.Creation for us，is an expression of happiness.Art itself is also the individual carrying life.We happily adopt the topic of using individuals to create life，interpret the meaning of life，to create life and feel the continuation brought by life
　　HuShi LinLin

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